Suze's Corner

 I deal with trials in many different ways. There is usually a numbing point where I don't want to feel what is happening to my heart. ...

My Petey is strong willed. It has been a long time since I've experienced what I experienced as her mother last night...like at least a ...

I have very good days and I have days that take all the energy I can muster just to get through. On the days that aren't good, I feel ...

Some days are just hard. Once in a while, I'll just have a day where everything seems to go wrong. It's beginning to happen more and...

It's been a hard weekend. Harder than many of the other 'hard' months I've had this past year. I felt like this was it, this...

Sometimes I wonder why I still get sad about infertility. Isnt this enough? There is so much I already have. I hate getting upset about wa...

I've been getting that itch again. It's actually been a couple of months since the last one {thankfully} but it's back and stron...

A year ago, I was doing a lot of this...  And very little of this... A year ago, I was trying so hard to count my blessings while fe...

I'm doing great and I'm doing horrible. Is that even possible? It must be because it's how I'm doing. I think about b...

Sometimes it is really hard having all of your older sisters pregnant when you can't get pregnant. I mean, really? All of them? None ...

I'm having a hard morning...really, a hard couple of days. My hormones are all over the place. I've figured out it's because I...

 My morning started out looking a little bit like this. Fresh fruits, some milk, and a blender make a seriously delicious breakfast.  L...

I was expecting to find a wonderfully written blog post of someone who had secondary infertility, just like myself, this morning when I cl...

I needed another infertility post tonight. I'm slowly realizing that this is just our normal. Maybe not forever but for right now. I...

Today, I was sitting on the couch and I said, " Petey, do you think I'm a good mommy ?" After thinking it over for a minute, s...

I've often asked myself this question. Why do bad things happen to good people? I know I pondered this questions 6 months ago, in my blo...

Sometimes, I wonder about those doctor people I go to... But then I remember that my dad is a doctor and works hard to give information to h...

I'm not sure if you've noticed but I've tried to keep my infertility posts to a minimum these past couple of months. But once in...

My heart is full. My life is good. There is nothing that feels adequate to complain about right now. There is just something about realizing...

What a week. I had two favorite days this week that both involved a very special place we like to visit. My first favorite day started when ...