Oh today.
Today felt amazing.
Strong. Happy. Peaceful. Capable. Hilarious.
The only bumps in today consisted of two separate whining sessions from my favorite 6 year old---and both of them ended in giggles and huge belly laughs. In fact, I even saw some tears in her eyes.
It felt like freedom. Freedom from anxiety. Freedom from heartache. Freedom from the millions of worries that often plague my mind.
We woke up on time. Nobody complained about what I made them for breakfast. I got my girly off to school and my son to my sister's house and I headed to school.
School was awesome today. I spoke up about my eating disorder in Sociology. I rocked the hell outta my Geology lab. I understood every single thing in math class.
After school pick-up ran smoothly. I had some extra time to talk to Princess' teacher and I was reassured of her love for my daughter. We stopped at Chik-Fil-A for a snack and I let P do her homework there---and she finished it in less than 10 minutes.
No complaints. No whining. Just family life.
We dropped P off at dance and came home for some quiet time. Ninja had earned Kindle time and I fell asleep on the couch for a few minutes.
Any time a worry would come into my mind, I was able to shut it down with logic and patience.
You guys, I was patient with myself!
We ate dinner as a family. We read books together. The kid took turns showering and bedtime was a breeze.
And now I'm sitting in bed thinking, "Was today real?". At first, I wasn't sure. I wasn't sure it was possible to have a day that could run this smoothly.
But I decided that today was my gift from God.
He knows me. He loves me.
I am worthy of days like today.
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