Thursday, December 26, 2013
2013 Review Extravaganza: The Last 6 Months
July was one of the easiest months this year. Ironically, I wouldn't name it our best month but I sure as heck had no idea what would become of the months after.
I wrote one of my favorite blog posts of the year on self worth and how my perspective had started to change.
quite flexible, especially for a little girl who was not born with a flexible bone in her body.
My business was in it's starting stages.
first day of Kindergarten and looking at the above picture still tugs at my heart strings.
Unfortunately, I didn't blog the entire rest of August. I couldn't bring myself to lie and say that everything was fine but it wasn't yet appropriate to talk about our separation and possible divorce. August was an extremely lonely month for me. I was surrounded by some of the most incredible people but there were so many hardships I was beginning to face.
I took my boy camping while his sister had her first overnight with her dad. It was an extremely, wonderfullly hard weekend without her but I'm learning how to deal with them being gone more often. Kind of. It's still really hard. Maybe next year I'll get used to it?
I wrote another one of my favorite posts of the year about attaining happiness amidst trials. Going back and reading that was extremely powerful. The timeline of that post was about a month after my husband and I separated. It was also around the time that I knew where that separation was leading us. I find happiness in knowing I am a child of God. No matter my trials, I know I have a divine purpose.
Another post that stuck out to me in September was my feelings through music. I don't think I realized back then that anger was starting to settle in. I see it now and understand it is a normal part of the grief process.
my baby turned 4. I still can hardly believe he isn't a baby anymore. Four is just way too old. :)
I wrote about the story of Suzanne.
One of my favorite posts in November was this one on judging others. "Good choices don't always equal good consequences right away. Sometimes it takes a little bit of pain before we get to feel the good."
I blogged about our annual tradition of attending Time Out for Women with my sisters and mom.
I talked about how I'm freaking awesome.
I talked about how amazing my friends are.
I even mentioned One Direction in a roundabout way.
November ended with a post on why I'm thankful for my life.
Wow, apparently I had a lot of blogging on my mind in November. :)
December started with a post about believing in myself. Oh wait, did I not mention I also started school in August? Literally the same week of our separation? And did I not mention I finished all 4 of my classes with good grades and am ready to rock another semester in January? Oh I didn't? Well, I can't believe I skipped over that. Starting school was a big deal for me. I have a long ways to go but I'll get there.
In December, you'll find another good post on surviving trials. This isn't something I've done---it's something I'm currently doing.
You will also find one of my "most read" blog posts on the loss of tradition. It was hard to wrap my mind around not having my kids on Christmas Eve or Christmas morning but I'm here to tell you that we survived and it was a really great Christmas.
If there's anything I've learned this year, it is to have faith. Faith was actually my "word" for the year and it couldn't be more fitting. I know God has a divine purpose for me. I know I am His daughter. I also know He doesn't keep us from feeling heartache and pain. We have free agency and we get to choose whether we are going to be happy or angry or sad with our lives. My goal is to choose happiness.
Thanks for another great year, Emmy Mom. I love recapping with you year after year. :)